Tuesday, October 27, 2009


Squirrels spend their entire lives up a tree, jumping from limb to limb. They are very agile and very comfortable in that precarious place. Most of us are not comfortable being up a tree and we are certainly not comfortable in going out on a limb. But as the old saying goes: “Why not go out on a limb? That’s where all the best fruit is.”

Life is about experience and learning from those experiences...and learning to trust...to have faith. True faith means believing in things that are invisible, but not non-existent.

Learning to trust God seems to require learning to stop relying on your human self so much. It means having a constant conversation with God. It means taking time to listen to God. It means giving up worry, fear, and drama. It means no longer blaming God for our wounds. It means we stop asking, “why?” and begin to think about “why not?”

Romans 8:28, "And we know that all that happens to us is working for our good if we love God and are fitting into His plans". (Hmmm, that sounds like Divine Order to me!)

I’m holding the high watch!
Rev. Donna

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

"If I had a hammer..."

Let's talk about consciousness (soul) and how we expand our consciousness.

Consider a hammer. It's designed to hit nails. That's what it was created to do. Now imagine that the hammer never gets used. It just sits in the toolbox. The hammer doesn't care.

But now imagine that same hammer with a soul, a consciousness. Days and days go by with him remaining in the toolbox. He feels funny inside, but he's not sure exactly why. Something is missing, but he doesn't know what it is.

Then one day someone pulls him out of the toolbox and uses him to break some branches for the fireplace. The hammer is exhilarated. Being held, being wielded, hitting the branches--the hammer loves it. At the end of the day, though, he is still unfulfilled. Hitting the branches was fun, but it wasn't enough. Something is still missing.

In the days that follow, he's used often. He reshapes a hubcap, blasts through some sheet rock, knocks a table leg back into place. Still, he's left unfulfilled. So he longs for more action. He wants to be used as much as possible to knock things around, to break things, to blast things, to dent things. He figures that he just hasn't had enough of these events to satisfy him. More of the same, he believes, is the solution to his lack of fulfillment.Then one day someone uses him on a nail. Suddenly, the lights come on in his hammer soul. He now understands what he was truly designed for. He was meant to hit nails. All the other things he hit pale in comparison. Now he knows what his hammer soul was searching for all along.

You and I are created in God's image for relationship with him. Being in that relationship is the only thing that will ultimately satisfy our souls. Until we come to know God, we are just like the hammer...we've had many wonderful experiences, but we haven't hit a nail. We've been used for some noble purposes, but not the one we were ultimately designed for, not the one through which we will find the most fulfillment. A relationship with Spirit is the only thing that will quench our soul's longing. The Bible says, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty." Until we come to know God, we are hungry and thirsty in life. We try to "eat" and "drink" all kinds of things to satisfy our hunger and thirst, but yet the hunger and thirst remain.

We are like the hammer. We don't realize what will end the emptiness, the lack of fulfillment, in our lives. Usually when we keep God out, we try to find fulfillment in something other than God, but we can never get enough of that thing. We keep "eating" or "drinking" more and more, erroneously thinking that 'more' is the answer to the problem, yet we are never ultimately satisfied.

Our greatest desire is to know God, to have a relationship with God. Why? Because that's how we've been designed. Have you hit a nail yet?

I'm holding the high watch!
Rev. Donna